STARTING OVER!!!!

OK, so I've said it before, but I'm DETERMINED to start fresh tomorrow morning. I have gained back almost all of the 48.2 pounds I lost. In 31 weeks I lost 48.2 pounds. I was so close to my goal. In 1 year and 8 months I have gained back 45.4 pounds. It's time to get serious and kick some butt again. My life has improved TREMENDOUSLY since I lost weight before. My marriage was on the rocks, then in one stupid move, I ended it. It took a year of us being apart for me to figure out what I lost. So, one year and 8 days later, we got back together. That was the best move I have ever made. I am more in love with Chris than ever. Our family is back together. We have learned a lot and have more to learn. But life is about going one day at a time. And the same goes for my weight loss. I've been kicking myself everyday that I have gained weight back. I'm trying, but not getting anywhere. But I know I will do it. I'm just really hoping I do it starting now!

OK, I'm heading out now so I can go motivate myself some more by watching Biggest Loser! My favorite show!!! Wish me luck!!!

11-4-10 (209.8) (+2.1) (Total loss -2.8) (-1.3%) (BMI: 31.9) (Highest in 2010)
11-1-10 (207.7) (+.7) (Total loss -4.9) (-2.3%) (BMI: 31.6)
10-1-10 (207) (-.3) (Total loss -5.6) (-2.6%) (BMI: 31.5)
9-2-10 (207.3) (+6) (Total loss -5.3) (-2.5%) (BMI: 31.5)
8-1-10 (201.3) (-4.1) (Total loss -11.3) (-5.3%) (BMI: 30.6)
7-2-10 (205.4) (+.8) (Total loss -7.2) (-3.4%) (BMI: 31.2)
6-3-10 (204.6) (+5.3) (Total loss -8) (-3.8%) (BMI: 31.1)
5-1-10 (199.3) (+7.6) (Total loss -13.3) (-6.3%) (BMI: 30.3)
4-1-10 (191.7) (+2.6) (Total loss -20.9) (-9.8%) (BMI: 29.1)
3-1-10 (189.1) (+3.9) (Total loss -23.5) (-11.1%) (BMI: 28.7)
2-7-10 (185.2) (-1.6) (Total loss -27.4) (-12.9%) (BMI: 28.2) (Week 1)
1-31-10 (186.8) (-.5) (Total loss -25.8) (-12.1%) (BMI: 28.4) (New start)
1-1-10 (187.3) (+1.1) (Total loss -25.3) (-11.9%) (BMI: 28.5)
12-1-09 (186.2) (-1) (Total loss -26.4) (-12.4%) (BMI: 28.3)
11-1-09 (187.2) (+15.3) (Total loss -25.4) (-11.9%) (BMI: 28.5) (Starting over)

3-11-09 (164.4) (-7.5) (Total loss -48.2) (-22.7%) (BMI: 25) (Week 31-lowest)
2-5-09 (171.9) (+5.6) (Total loss -40.7) (-19.1%) (BMI: 26.1) (Week 26)
1-1-09 (173) (-.7) (Total loss -39.6) (-18.6%) (BMI: 26.3) (Week 21)
12-4-08 (172.1) (-0) (Total loss -40.5) (-19%) (BMI: 26.2) (Week 17)
11-7-08 (176.8) (+1.2) (Total loss -35.8) (-16.8%) (BMI: 26.9) (Week 13)
10-3-08 (185) (-2.7) (Total loss -27.6) (-13%) (BMI: 28.1) (Week 8)
9-5-08 (195.7) (-1.3) (Total loss -16.9) (-7.9%) (BMI: 29.8) (Week 4)
8-5-08 (212.6) (Start) (BMI: 32.3)